GAH... sometimes i really do hate my obsessions. I'm now currently obsessed with
1. Kelly Clarkson's Already Gone. Been listening to it since..... n hours ago.
2. Guys and relationships
3. A mental war inside my head wheather to ask for increase in pocket money.
4. Buying clothes to keep up wit mt current rather fashionable classmates
5. Hairdos
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Daily Rambles
Me and my classmates are all in a budgeting mood. We brought food to school everyday as our lunch. In a sense it actually strenghten our bond, but..... so far ny budgeting has failed. Plan to save money failed. Too much things to buy too little money!!!
Hypocracy. Is there such a word? Hipocrite?
That's what i felt like lately. Last week during one of our drinking session we dished and trashed one of our classmate. I shall just call her €. Well the truth be told, i hadn't really liked her since the beginning. I thought it was just jealousy. Prettier, richer, smarter, more capable than me? No idea. Only my sub concious knows. Maybe. Anyway it turns out even her close mates can't stand her. Sadness man...
So we trashed about her all night long. Things i hadn't even imagine about her came up. 1 particular inciednt makes me realize that i would never look at her the same way again. The bitch.
So now i will talk about the so-called hypocracy i'm currently feeling. On one hand, i feel like slamming my ears shut whenever she starts to talk. Due to recent revelations from her close mates and endless discussions with them, i had felt that 90% of the stuff that came out of her mouth MIGHT be pure bullshit. On the other hand, it is undeniable that she is smart in certain ways. It would be a MAJOR catastrophere/inconvenience(to me) to...unbefriend her. shit.
There is no conclusion to my point. I'm not sure it's even a point. So far i had not have to grimace,cower,wish i was mort or half shut my eyes when i reread my previous posts. I hope this dosen;t show my childishness when i read this back later.
I think i should start writing my posts in french. Might improve it. It will take ages to complete even 1 paragraph. Hideous.
I have to sleep now. Having class tomorrow. Am now worried about my future e presentation. If i had no choice and is chosen to debate, i will totally freak out. Like, totally. Cross my fingers that i get something.... easy, i guess.
1 more thing. I had a video call thru msn today with Gilbert and the kids. LOK LOK is SOOOO freakngly adorable. i miss him like sooooo guper much. When i was still in Australia my heart clench everytime i am holding him or looking at him and thinking, he will not remember me after a while. That hurts sooo much. He will never remember me as i remember him. *sigh*. Melvin is speaking so much more clearly now. He said:"sing yung jie jie, i miss you so much" in his haltingly, slightly accented Austalian english. Children's words can be so touching.\
THE END
Nite nite ^^
Hypocracy. Is there such a word? Hipocrite?
That's what i felt like lately. Last week during one of our drinking session we dished and trashed one of our classmate. I shall just call her €. Well the truth be told, i hadn't really liked her since the beginning. I thought it was just jealousy. Prettier, richer, smarter, more capable than me? No idea. Only my sub concious knows. Maybe. Anyway it turns out even her close mates can't stand her. Sadness man...
So we trashed about her all night long. Things i hadn't even imagine about her came up. 1 particular inciednt makes me realize that i would never look at her the same way again. The bitch.
So now i will talk about the so-called hypocracy i'm currently feeling. On one hand, i feel like slamming my ears shut whenever she starts to talk. Due to recent revelations from her close mates and endless discussions with them, i had felt that 90% of the stuff that came out of her mouth MIGHT be pure bullshit. On the other hand, it is undeniable that she is smart in certain ways. It would be a MAJOR catastrophere/inconvenience(to me) to...unbefriend her. shit.
There is no conclusion to my point. I'm not sure it's even a point. So far i had not have to grimace,cower,wish i was mort or half shut my eyes when i reread my previous posts. I hope this dosen;t show my childishness when i read this back later.
I think i should start writing my posts in french. Might improve it. It will take ages to complete even 1 paragraph. Hideous.
I have to sleep now. Having class tomorrow. Am now worried about my future e presentation. If i had no choice and is chosen to debate, i will totally freak out. Like, totally. Cross my fingers that i get something.... easy, i guess.
1 more thing. I had a video call thru msn today with Gilbert and the kids. LOK LOK is SOOOO freakngly adorable. i miss him like sooooo guper much. When i was still in Australia my heart clench everytime i am holding him or looking at him and thinking, he will not remember me after a while. That hurts sooo much. He will never remember me as i remember him. *sigh*. Melvin is speaking so much more clearly now. He said:"sing yung jie jie, i miss you so much" in his haltingly, slightly accented Austalian english. Children's words can be so touching.\
THE END
Nite nite ^^
Friday, August 7, 2009
Crush
A crush that will never be fulfilled,
Dreams that looped back to the same person,
Desires which shall eternally be hidden,
Tamed be it i prayed.
Dreams that looped back to the same person,
Desires which shall eternally be hidden,
Tamed be it i prayed.
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